last year only graduate from form 6, though is seriously very hard, but, ya , learn lot's of thing. after come out to work, only start to miss those time that v actually hanging around the school, mcd, library, hostel, cafe... to study. but still at the end, the result sometimes is quite cacat la.
so i guess most of my friend ald start working, most of them part time gua. still planning to do a one day trip to visit all of them, that sounds great !! perhaps can get something free :D, like some Starbucks~
i should admit that i really miss studying, compare to work, at least u can still use ur brain, not saying that working wont be using brain la, the chance of doing so is lesser. ya la, study also very very hard, especially form 6, tx to our beloved education department.
so tmr is the day our sem 3 result will be release, just realise bout that. what feeling??? not that nervous actually, AND I NOT GOING TO RETAKE!! like one of my friend told us in the primary school: "what for being sad or disappointed bout the result? none of these feeling can help to change the result also, so why dont v just accept it with n open heart?" n btw, he also refuse to check the ans after each exam, cz he said that checking the ans is no use, what had past ald past.
one month past, u ask me how's my work? well, i'll say that every work is hard, nothing comes easy, but just how u face those things that come into ur journey of life, either u let it be the obstacle n forever stay thr, or u can try to overcome it. as u know that i like to smile, so i met some people in the working place, they asked me why is that i so happy? got girl friend a? ur payment banyak a? "no, what i always remind myself is that every single day pass without considered ur feeling, so i prefer to finish the whole day with a happy heart. most of my working partner is foreigners, n i do heard some of the interesting story bout them, u can say that i learn many wiring skill from them too, although their malay is not that fluent, but still they willing to chit-chat with u, for me la, they quite nice, for now (later i tak tahu la)
also mostly i work alone, not to say the whole working place only got me, but v barely talk during work, so i got lot of time to meditate, bout everything, those creations that Jeh gave us, cz when i lift up my head , the whole sky is above me (sometime i work on the roof), that blue colour.... so nice :D
what else i think? erm... my future? i always consider which path should i choose so that i wont regret. everyone else is sharing their opinion with me, some are experiences too, much appreciate. although i m a happy go lucky person, but still something that i still nid to overcome, n also some feeling that i nid to keep on remind myself not to get to it too quickly. amazing / fairy tale love story, who dont want? but money is part of the matter that really need to be consider, and also m i mature enough to take over the responsibility that come after i opp into those situation whereby i need to spend part of my time with ther person. although i really want to get someone, but i guess now is not the time yet, hope she will wait?? hope that the probability of success is high ?? yup, hope so~ :D
well, almost 12 now, time to sleep, tmr stilll to wake up to work, 6 need to wake up to prepare myself, breakfast, packing some cloth, help mum to dry the cloth, then cabut to work.
so, new chapter of life started one month ago, so far so good, still alive, tx to those who supported as well, mentally, physically, n spiritually, they will always be someone that when u saw him/her, u will be able to gain the strength u nid to continue ur daily life
selamat malam semua~ ^^
